Hallucinations of horrific abuses of power haunt Ewan Wallace’s Sarin Gas Dreams but his poetic distortions muddy their irreality.
I toss and turn in tumult
Like a Tomahawk missile
Changing course mid-flight
To strike at nothing
A floating hot death-mask
Shifting amidst hurried aphasia
Racing between sarin gas dreams
I cannot sleep when it skulks in the shadows
The forgotten corners of my motel prison
It.
It is hulking, hideous, with hunched back
It is nine hundred billion dollar-feet tall
It has pitted, sunken eyes
It has long and narrow snaggleteeth
Its skin is tattooed with the headlines of yellow journalists
Every morning it dons a shiny black Armani suit
And has a cup of diesel with a dash of blood
And two spoons of gunpowder
Then it fields questions from the press
Its pitted sunken eyes gaze hungrily at the lunch menu:
A braised Beijing in demi-glace
Fried Guangzhou, seared Shenzhen
Plated on a bed of scorched earth
It twists and rips off Vladivostok like shrimp tail
Dousing it in the cocktail sauce of Duterte’s victims
Gnashing its snaggleteeth, talking while eating
Of plans to bivouac across the Trans-Siberian railway
To torch the River Neva, then whip around and gobble Moscow
It wipes and greases and fondles the old boots of Sonderkommandos
Hoping they will one day fit
It chews the dark chocolate of Poroshenko
The SS insignia burned into its cerebellum
It showers off the blood in gold
Rearing back its head like a Pez container
Shovelling in coin and ingots
Sunken eyes now dazzling and blinking slots
My box spring mattress groans and curls
As it sits on the edge of my bed with horrid grin
Each hoary whisper wet with war-fever pathogens
Poised, waiting for its terrific leap
I must wake. I must wake!
I am paralyzed by its aphasia and sarin gas dreams
Night terror lies, VX Nerve sweats
Hulking hideously on my bed
Hungrily it reaches to place on my death-mask—
I must wake!
I toss and turn in tumult
Like a Tomahawk missile
Changing course mid-flight
To strike at nothing
A floating hot death-mask
Shifting amidst hurried aphasia
Racing between sarin gas dreams
I cannot sleep when it skulks in the shadows
The forgotten corners of my motel prison
It.
It is hulking, hideous, with hunched back
It is nine hundred billion dollar-feet tall
It has pitted, sunken eyes
It has long and narrow snaggleteeth
Its skin is tattooed with the headlines of
yellow journalists
Every morning it dons a shiny black Armani
suit
And has a cup of diesel with a dash of blood
And two spoons of gunpowder
Then it fields questions from the press
Its pitted sunken eyes gaze hungrily at the
lunch menu:
A braised Beijing in demi-glace
Fried Guangzhou, seared Shenzhen
Plated on a bed of scorched earth
It twists and rips off Vladivostok like shrimp
tail
Dousing it in the cocktail sauce of Duterte’s
victims
Gnashing its snaggleteeth, talking while
eating
Of plans to bivouac across the Trans-Siberian
railway
To torch the River Neva, then whip around and
gobble Moscow
It wipes and greases and fondles
the old boots of Sonderkommandos
Hoping they will one day fit
It chews the dark chocolate of Poroshenko
The SS insignia burned into its cerebellum
It showers off the blood in gold
Rearing back its head like a Pez container
Shovelling in coin and ingots
Sunken eyes now dazzling and blinking slots
My box spring mattress groans and curls
As it sits on the edge of my bed
with horrid grin
Each hoary whisper wet with war-fever
pathogens
Poised, waiting for its terrific leap
I must wake. I must wake!
I am paralyzed by its aphasia and
sarin gas dreams
Night terror lies, VX Nerve sweats
Hulking hideously on my bed
Hungrily it reaches to place on my
death-mask—
I must wake!